I fucking hate Auburndale High school.
They have ruined my entire Senior year.
Every year of public I thought "man, I can't wait to be a senior. It's gonna be awesome."
No, not even close.
We still graduate in white.
the only "senior privilege" is that we get to wear flip flops on fridays, but everyone wears flip flops every other day, so that doesn't even matter.
My new guidance counselor is the biggest cunt I've ever met in my life.
And now on top of all that crap, and all the other things that I just don't remember right now.
They're changing my parking lot.
I've been parking in the band parking lot all year, because that's were co-op parks this year, but now "we don't have enough students for two parking lots" so I have to park in the stadium. A million miles from my first period, which I'm already late to like everyday.
Thanks, Auburndale, for successfully ruining my senior year. only 17 more days of hell.
Then I'm gone and I probably won't ever be back.

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just 'cause.

no, fuck you.
you really think i'm scared?
i've been over this a thousand times with you.
i have nothing to be scared of.
you're stupid.
how are you gonna call me a bitch, then deny it.
thats bullshit.
when the whole time we were arguing, i was the pussy.
i was the one that was scared, right?
even though everything i said i would do, i did.
and the only thing you acted on was coming up to me to show me some gay ass message.
-that, btw, made you look like a whore.
all that shit about you were gonna kill me cause your dad killed someone.
-i'm still alive.
you were gonna hit me.
-the closes you've been to me was handing me your phone.
you called me a million names.
-i never heard one come out of your mouth, just on myspace.
but i'm the one thats scared?
i've called you out, called you names, & acted on everything i said i was gonna do.
but i'm the pussy?
what the fuck ever.
you can kiss my ass.
and next time you wanna call me a bitch in the hallway, grow some balls and own up to it when i ask you about it.
you think i'm gonna hit you?
at school? where i would get expelled?
fuck that, you're deff. NOT worth it.
and you never will be.
and at least i can stand up for myself.
i don't need anyone else to do it for me.
i'm a big girl.
and you're still a baby.
go make up some bullshit lie so i can call you out on it.
i would love to.
stupid cunt.

today is going to be a good day :]

flew home.
back to where we met.
stayed inside.
i was so upset.
cooked up a plan so good except.
i was all alone.
you were all i had.
love you.
you were all mine.
love me.
i was yours right?



freaking stamps.
thats all i need.
& sleep.
which i'm getting ready for right now.

i got the best call tonight.
i need stamps.
like now.
:]

we're FRIENDS.
so please stop acting like i did something to hurt you.
:[

tonight was crazy.
like i went to work.
and i worked.
and this kid isn't acting like i killed him anymore.
so thats good :]
and then me & panda got in a crazy blizzard fight.
haha.
she got me with mint.
and cotton candy, and arctic rush stuff.
and i got her with cotton candy.
coffee.
and the other amanda got her with whipped cream.
it was pretty cool :]
the best night at work in a while.
i started to hate customers.
because they're all dumb.
but idk.
i think its getting a little better.
i hope.
and tomorrow should be fun.
maybe.
i hope it doesn't suck.
like tuesday almost did.
but then it got better.
geeze.
this is the most ridiculous thing i've ever been involved with.
and i know its going to blow up in my face.
but for some reason i still hope it won't.
idk.

im so excited to have 2 days off.
day one went good :]
my brother came over and we went to olive garden.
and i took a 2 hour nap :]]]]
which was like what i really needed.
and tomorrow should go good too.
some kid is supposed to come see me.
maybe :]
then im supposed to go to my old church.
i hope it doesn't end up like it did before.
i know mr. joe doesn't really like me still.
but thats whatever.
i don't really care.
i don't go there for him :]
and supposedly they're really learning about Jesus now.
so thats good :]
im [kind of] exited.
but then im not.
idk.
its weird lol.

school is still pretty gay.
but i guess its getting a little better.
maybe.
idk.